unknown II

"these are pretty heels," you said
we enter the ballroom as it feels like walking down the aisle
you take my hand and we intertwine
"dear, you look like a blooming flower"
once again, you make me high to the mars
let's create an unforgettable memory tonight

your eyes are blue and i love the white tuxedo
i can feel how dreamy you are, my love
the moon is dead, you are the spotlight
and i will make sure every inch of you is loved
my oh my, your skin is made of glitter
are you, by any chance, an angel?
don't feel insulted, darling, i might make you my god
so kiss me and don't ever let go
because tonight we are living in outer space
no one can stop me from this endless love

blood and dead roses

here i am again, falling in love just to get a heartbreak
and there you are, pretending to love me just to make me feel a heartbreak
well, honey, thanks for the help because right now i am really broken into pieces
don't leave me yet, i know you could do better
heavy rain and thunders are still outside the door
won't you stay a little longer?

and i kinda like it
i dont know why
why do i like it?

maybe because you fill up my empty emotions
and you make me feel alive somehow
i like it when you go bad on me, cruel baby that's fine
i don't want to be sane if i am not sane with you

friends telling me to see therapist
i don't need one because i would rather swim in liquor, thoughts, and you
falling deeper swimming deeper in your false hopes
tonight feels nice, ah, loving you by the pool while you are plotting my murder scene
don't stop, i will keep quiet as if i am your innocent lover

when it is time for you to leave
i would still be hanging by the pool
and there would not be you in my mind
i would be swimming in my own blood and dead roses
the smell that i could never forget, the smell of yours

unknown I

you were my sunny cloudy kind of day
i've been living in a windowless loft
and i liked the roses and letters you gave me
sometimes i burn them for fun
sometimes i cry them to sleep

you were my virtual crush everyday
i was a sucker for your flirt
wish i could make you a cup of tea
and our kind of day watching the ep of chimera ant
and our kind of day arguing in too deep

you are my horrific nightmare every night
dreaming of you strangling the hell out of me
tears and sweats but silent
sing me your 'under the moonlight' dancing song
the sweet escape is a lullaby

only birds left

it is a cold night where everything feels so wrong
it is no use hoping tomorrow will get better
because even the cold night will not freeze me to death, the sun will
the sun will burn my heart to dust
and you will be the one who will blow the ashes of me
and you will not mourn
there will not be any sound and tears coming from you
there will be just birds, singing to my departure

youre the wind to my dandelion

is it time to say goodbye?

like the stars leaving the night
like the wind blowing dandelions
like the leaves falling in autumn

is it time to say goodbye?

how i take another direction
in the middle of august
leaving the town and loved ones

is it time to say goodbye?

knowing i stand still like acacia
but seasons keep changing
and you stay the same

is it time to say goodbye?

temporary

you're solid indigo
with head in the clouds and you're blind
the next stop is right away, please dont give up
i'll be waiting while high on lsd

meet me at nirvana
where our worries vanish
we're undressing and switching
revealing the rottens
i don't mind cause youre at nirvana
we don't care cause we're at nirvana

you're way to go
sweet jesus and you're still blind
there won't be another stop, thank you for coming
i won't be waiting no more

im looking forward to see you again

cold as stone
just where you live
stoned

different postal code
i like it hot
and sweats

subliminal
falling head over heels
do i love you?

will be dead 'fore 30
i have sugar addiction
youre just bored

on our way to heaven
you will carry a knife
inside a book

on our way to heaven
i will carry berries
mixed with poison

so this is our farewell
ardent
magnificent

see you
in another dimension
my love

my love for you will mount

you love to keep me around
even when you are not around
please sit down cause there is a bound
my love for you will mount

i will find a bronze inside a gem
and you will find a storm behind a rainbow
and i will still be infatuated
and you will be disgusted
but my love for you will mount

confusing me with your stellium
complicated, that is the word
but i will try to keep my feeling on the minimum
so you will take me downtown the road

your ex will find a shotcut to your mom
i guess i will have to take a longer way to your home
but i will still be infatuated
and you start feeling distracted
but eventually, my love for you will mount

youre evil. why, oh, why

youre the endless maze
youre mine, not yet
youre the unsolved puzzle
youre mine, not yet
youre the mastermind game
am i yours, yet?

60 paths
i cant seem to find, how
1 left
i cant seem to find, how
stuck
i cant seem to understand, why

i should end them
should i?
i should stop playing
should i?
i should leave
i shouldnt

are you,
festive?
are you,
fervid?
do you,
fend?

youre my third

light brown eyes,
as light as the sun shines
through clear window
soft fair skin,
as my fingertips thrill down
tracing silk painting
bitter sweet lips,
vivid rosy tint with the taste 
of cherry and cigs collide
pacify my joints,
your smell lifts up the heaven
in me as i down on my knees