the night's cold and dark
1 AM, lying down scatterbrained
but have loads on chest
the feelings i buried
are starting to crawl back,
trying to make its own way
to the top
the rotten inside me
is starting to grow back
years ago i was so sure
that this wouldn't happen
but i am no deity
and life's unpredictable
and i'm amazed
with this spasmodic feelings
because once in a lifetime,
i get to feel this way
it's happening because
i love you too much, i guess
and love finds its own
way back home
back when we were
living in 00's
when we were just
pure souls,
crying at each other
because we couldn't
express our great love
