Tuesday, December 31, 2019

a tragedy in december

the wind in December doesn't blow the same way as in March

the sun doesn't shine as bright as it was but it still manages to radiate a little expectance in life

the windshield isn't clear, it obscures the view from your seat

you try to hide your disenchantment but I notice 

perchance, you wished I didn't notice but it's not preposterous when my eyes are glued to you

the roadblock and the trees seem negligible to me

some clamant honks can't even make me take my eyes off you

you turn your gaze to me, looking so fitful

so I release the steering wheel to hold the sweaty hands of yours

a veracious smile carved on my lips as I close my eyes

which hereafter, we both fall into nigritude 

Sunday, December 1, 2019

birthday wish

and im alone
lights off
lips numb
only the bitter taste that lingers
now im seeing things having lungs
while i doubt myself 
do i have one?
spinning
heavy
spinning
heavy
its about to fall
give me something to hold onto
im handicapped
soundless
how do you ask for help?
the earth is getting older
bugs die easily
one last wish is to switch life
to a lonesome little one
at least shes free
i would be a hypocrite if i said i didnt want to
dandelions cheer for me
fly away
nowhere
can i?